对不起

对不起，
是我的粗心造成你的困扰。

对不起，
是我的任性连累了你。

对不起，
是我的不小心害了你。

对不起，
是我的懒惰让你久后了。

对不起，
是我的犹豫不决拖累了你。

对不起，
是我的傲慢辛苦了你。

对不起，
是我的疑心负担了你。

对不起，
是我的疏忽忘记了你。

对不起，
菩萨

许先生毕业典礼

Convocation....

毕业了。。。。大家开开心心来个大合照！！
谢谢你们来我们的毕业典礼。。。谢谢三华的学弟学妹们！！

一，二，三。。。抛！！！

coursemate们，大家来个大合照哦！！

怀念。。。

不知不觉我们在新加坡已经好两个月了，想了想在这里的生活还能说过得去。。。但也不比大学时一班朋友住在一起那么自在。至少那时候么有那么多的压力、不必去理会别人怎么想。想做什么就做什么。多么开心！！

好想念你们哦！！朋友们，有时候孤单的时候看看以前大家一起合照就会不知不觉的自己傻笑。。。你们是我这一生中最重要的朋友，你们在我心里种下了种子，而这些种子也在我们三年大学里开了美丽的花朵。

我最爱的是大家坐在一起聊天，说说别人的八卦，坏话。哈哈！！！

也爱大家很努力努力的熬夜把传承营准备好。。。往事一幕一幕的闪过就好像刚刚昨天发生过似的。

总觉得，你们是一等一的好朋友。伴着我成长、跌撞。谢谢菩萨让我能认识到你们这班好朋友。。。希望你们每个都身体健健康康、幸幸福福、可可爱爱

a weird morning

Oh shit, morning just me and kok soo's sister in the house feel a bit weird. Staying people's house is really bad for me. I don't like it but no choice. Hopefully can move out soon....Really feel very uncomfortable. Although, she is very nice to me but still, I feel not that convenient to her.

Hopefully, really can move out faster. Me and myself. so free.....

Tired...

oh...is very late already...10.30pm now...waiting Kok Soo to finish his work...

Lately, I have nothing interesting to write o....everyday go work and back home...life is simple...as long as Kok Soo is with me then everything is okay for me...

Work is tired and tired but somehow we need money to survive to support our family...

Why I choose Singapore?? I got no close relative or friends here.
but He is with me now, as long as his around then I'll follow him
now, I feel that I like to work here....

毕业了

毕业典礼就快到了。。。9/8/09。Hurray 好开心哦。。。辛苦读来的三年终于等到这天了哦。

希望大家能够相聚在一起拍照拍的够够的。。。hehe

工作天

雨天

今天是我第三天在新公司工作了哦！我就像平时一样上班下班咯。
在公司看到Seline他们工作都很快， 我真的好羡慕哦！
Seline，Joyce都很能干。只要问题到他们手上就好像没问题了。
希望，我也能像他们这样，那我觉得我一定会很喜欢这份工的。。。。

SuntexCity一日游

要转运？来这里吧！！Suntex City 的fountain哦。。。很出名的哦。。。来这里转几圈就能转运了哦。。。 快快跟我来。。。。不用怕！Uncle不是坏人。。。呵呵。。。。来跟Uncle到fountain转运吧！！

无奈。。。

新工作、新环境、新同事。我换新工作了。

想起我辞职那天，早上才叫我们不能做quitter但讲完后我就跟我的team leader讲我要辞职了！是不是觉得有点怪，刚刚才在这里做一个月就要辞职了。一直很想辞职的我既然到了这天会有点难堪。心想，我是不是辜负了Roy呢？是不是让他们都失望了呢？看到他那失落的样子，我感到无比的无奈！

回家的路上，我的脑海里停留在他那忧伤的样子。此刻，我想想在这里结交到的朋友都很照顾我。谢谢你们！我会永远记住你们的。想着想着，忽然有点舍不得的感觉。再见了UNI，谢谢你们。。。

Just another day

It's happen very sudden....

Yesterday morning I recieved a call from Sharon and ask me to go back Malaysia to take some documents...so, after put down the phone, I grab something to eat and pack up to go back...

Everything going very smoothly...It's just another Tuesday morning, people not that crowd; bus come on time... Then after I reach JB bus station everything seem very irritating to me...

First, the bus late....then it started to rain...

Oh, finally bus came and I wanted to set up my SIM card but it keep on wouldn't work. I like lost contacted to everybody...

Then an old man came and sat down the seat just behind the bus driver's seat. Then, the old man wanted to open up the curtain so that he can see more clearly but suddenly the bus driver turned and scolded the old man and ask him to put down the curtain down so the light from behind won't disturbing his sight."Jangan fikir sendiri saja,fikirlah orang (don't think on ownself only but think of other people convenient)" he shouted. I looked at that guy and feel very shame for him. The old man then have to move to the seat behind. It's a pity that the guy as an Malaysian do not know how to respect senior citizens. If I'm the tourist that come to Malaysia for holidays that this is what the guy show what are the image of a Malaysian then surely I'll won't come here for the second time.

After live in Singapore for a month, I found that the people here is more polite than Malaysia (just my observation, no offence). For instance, neither Malaysia nor Singapore people tends to crowd at the front of the bus. Haha...then the different you can see is the driver's attitude. Malaysia bus driver will shout at the passangers and said: "Pergilah belakang!!!belakang ada hantu ke?" but in Singapore the driver will politely said :" Please move inside, thanks...thank you."

I think if we do some changes then life will go more easier and happier too. Hope one day, Malaysian will have a good image in other people in other countries

Just another complaint

Long time never have free time to write on my blog liao. After We come to Singapore, life goes very busy and pack. Having a hard time working at other country is really a challenge for me. No family, friends or close relatives here that I can find one. Sometimes, get really tired and boring with life here. Well, course everythings is not mine; house is not mine (I means I pay to stay=ppl's house. Somehow, they told me is okay, is okay but I feel bad about it, I also don't know why.

梦幻家园

天哪！好美的浴室哦。。。好希望有一天能拥有这样的浴室。。。。

这个卧房很美吧。。。我好喜欢这卧房的feel喔！感觉好舒服哦。希望有朝一日我能住在里面。。。

Untitle

All these days busy with work,with everything that try to make my life better in Singapore.I feel very very tired doing something that i didn't like to do and didn't expect to do...Well maybe I'm a bit of pessimistic lor...but I just need a simply life....that's all i want...I pray that I really can make it to the day...but UNI is not a place I'll work with...

Untitle

Boring....when I'll end up this kind of life...it is something I'm looking for? I really don't have any ideas....my job now is work and pay out my debt to people....

Sometimes I really don't know why this keep on happening to me...felt very sien...Haiz..when it will end???I also don't have any answer...

Life

Haha....just back from work then have to rush to library to do my research on my job....arghh....what a life o....Haiz....last week we all already separated to eacrh team...Neal and I happen to be in the same team...under Kenneth....Kenneth is really good guy ever..he teach us a lot of stuff that we didn't come across in training school....What a life lah...Here everyone is very stress hitting their target (deals)....I also hope that I could so....GOD...help me, give me strength that I could continue my the aim I'm looking for...(moving out)...arghhh.......

Works....

Haha...a last can online liao...After few days staying with my aunty...arghhhhhh.....nothing much to said...Hopefully, can really move out from there soon.....or fast...faster....Life always better if you incharge something that you want in your life....

Already three days I working in UNI Strategic...actually is training school lor haiz....very pressure lor...First day there are six of us, five guys and me...sad right...Marcus, Ken, Andrew, Neal, Gunal and me. Marcus, Neal and Guna are Singaporean, Ken is from Vietnam and Andrew is from China....haiz what a combination....everything seem fine in day one, but Gunal was out of the company because he have a better offer I think...then left me and four other guys now..and tomorrow will be the last day for our training school...Friday coming.....my god..

Am I in Singapore???Am I really doing this job that I hated for so long SALES....

Ya here I am now....in Singpore now...facing something....that maybe I'm really didn't likes but what to do....NO JOBS....have to be what it's comes to you....

SALES....here I am to defeat you, I'm not afraid of you....I WILL DEFEAT YOU.....

Uncertainty

Is been a long time I didn' t write things in my blog. Ha! the past few weeks busy finding jobs here and there in Singapore...Is not a sudden I decided to work here. Although there are lots of uncertainty that I'm havig and facing here, I have to be strong to face it. Luckly, I have him being with me all the time here.

Now, I have to start the new chapter of my life....In future, I hope I could cope with every difficulty. Here and there, people telling me that working here is very stress. I know, I also scare.Somehow, I have to learn to be mature. Hopefully, my decision today is right for me or for my future.......

大学的我。。。

天哪！三年大学生活的我。。。看回去我的照片真的是难以想象

这是刚进大学第一天的我。。。
参与宿舍的领袖训练营
第一年的floor dinner
第一年的course night
第一年的MAKT

第一年的Pesta Ang Pau 第一次在宿舍玩闹
第一次与floormate一起bbq 第一次在大学举办展览会

第一次举办三华的传承营

与coursemate一起在Langkawi举办的领养计划
第一次与宿舍的朋友们去Chop N Stick庆功宴

第一次去Pak Ngah的家 第一次上talk show

第一次去槟城玩

第一次带朋友到马六甲走走第一次当上真真的记者
第一次去芙蓉玩
最后一次在学院参与的一个活动(finishing school)
第一次也是最后一次参与的reunion dinner 最后一次的presentation (tesis presentation)
最后一次的聚会

Friends...

Finish..........everything..................in uni......now we have to step forward into the next chapter of our life...Time passes very fast, is seem like we just had our orientation weeks.Everythings totally changed in my life after I entered uni. Thanks..for everyone that had helped me been through this three years...I really will miss all of you...

He is the unexpected gift in my uni's life. Haha...looks like I got a bit Sai Ming.Haha...Really happy being with him....Only he will know how to make me laugh...understand me...treat me like his treasure like he never had...I feel so....lucky....and I love him very much...

Chee Leng San...haha...housemate....really good to have him as my friend.He is really a nice guy although got a bit girlish but sometimes he also can be very man de lor.Haha...Leng San really is a very strong believer I had ever met. Every morning, he will do his homework de o...very hardworking...Anyway, he is still single and available...Anyone who interested can contact this number 017-********

A extra marks for those who interested, Leng San is a very good tourist guide. He can lead you where ever you want to go in Penang...

Thanks Leng San...I appreciate everything from you.....

Joee...Malacca Lang. A beautiful girl that always want to marry to a rich man...Hahaha....You really very pretty lo....no need to keep fit liao...I really hope you can marry to Pahang be siow nai nai, but remember to call me when you marry o...

Poi Chin and Char Di, my lovely coursemates.Char Di, thanks that you will always be there for me whenever I needed you. Your spirit, your strength makes me feel that I couldn't be lazy...you inspire me, Char Di.Thanks....really hope that everything will go smoothly after we all graduate. I really hope so...Char Di, I hope that we still can be in touch after we graduated. Maybe have a cup or two of coffee in the nearby coffee shop...

Poi Chin, thanks you too....you really a happy go lucky person...I feel comfortable being with you..there are always laughter when you, Xin Rou and Sin Thien is there.

John, my three years coursemates plus best friend....thanks John...you always being kind, sweet to all of us...Haha....thanks for be there for me when I having trouble and whatever difficultly...thanks for your support, help and a good listener....thanks....
Syam....coolest guy ever...always shock sendiri one....being quite so that he looks very cool...but anyway sometimes he will become very crazy and yellow minded like others guy...haha...kidding only la...Syam is a profesional in editing and shooting...thanks to help us in our assignment.p/s: Syam also single and available...
Lee Ching Ee, a Nyonya that always fly kite...thanks to you too because you always bring happiness to us. actually we always perli you...haha....remember to keep in touch o....and hope you don't fly kite already o....haha kidding only...

Cute little Suik Ying, she looks like very quite but somehow she very active in any social activities...really geng o...I can find a light of the life by looking at her...she never give up in whatever she is doing.I am so happy to have you to be my friend, Suik Ying...I also hope that I still can contribute to the society and help the unfortunate when I'm working...

Grace....haha, we had been roomate for one semester...but really feel very sorry...to you and siow huey. Although we staying in a same room but really seldom talk and having fun together...maybe is the differences between studying and working.....but anyway thank you Grace for being a nice roomate...

因为有你

因为你，我才能在这里看到不一样的天空。。。

有了你 ，世界变得很广阔。。。

天堂。。。

因为你们，我在这里找到了天堂。。

谢谢你们，丰富我的人生。。。

有了你们，我不再孤独、不再掉泪。。。

记得我们一起笑过、哭过、玩闹过。。。

我会记得。。。

朋友，希望你们也会和我一样。。。

把这一切一切。。。放在心上。

Pray...

Pray....

I pray that my thesis will approve soon...

I pray.....

Pray that very things will go smoothly....

I pray that He really gone through what I had i written inside...

I pray that He didn't ask me to redo whatever He asked me to do (He love to do that)...

I pray....

I pray that everythings is going to end soon...

I pray....

pray that no more heart broken....

Lost...

Suddenly.....light of my life become vague...I'm like the dog the lost it's way home..

I really lost my way...Oh...God,please give me a sign that can lead me to my destination.

I know I need a better life,

I know I couln't let my family down.

Is the choices of my life...I need a sign...

Is it better to futher my study?

Is it better to work here or other place?

Is this a suitable job for me?

All this questions rise in my mind...

I need a sign...

Where should I be?

Where should I go?

Please...

Or I just be a ordinary person

In a ordinary place

With a ordinary post...

My birthday

My memorable birthday....I couldn't said I really surprise but I really very happy and touched. This is my last birthday that I celebrated in my uni's life..thank you, my friends for making my birthday spark out with happiness and joyfulness.

Oh....my birthday cake but actually is a muffin...hehe...is really tasty. Thanks Leng San...and the clocholate sticks and the grapes are from Joee...thanks a lot....

Oh...My lovely dear....always taking photo without a smiling face...haiz...what to do..but really appreaciate he had accompanied me for my last two birthday...Although still owe me a present..He is the unexpected gift to me...haha...

My lovely coursemates and friends....thank you all for helping me, guiding me, accompanied me all along. I feel very lucky to have you all as my coursemates, classmates...We'd shed, shared together....in this three years...Is really fun hanging around with you all. I really appreaciate each of you here. I think I couldn't stop my tears.....

Oh God...time really passes very very fast....in three years time all of us has changed and changing...We become closer...we had been through so much of things....I will really miss the time we chatted until 4 in the morning... Lastly, I will have to say that I miss all of you..