My birthday

My memorable birthday....I couldn't said I really surprise but I really very happy and touched. This is my last birthday that I celebrated in my uni's life..thank you, my friends for making my birthday spark out with happiness and joyfulness.

Oh....my birthday cake but actually is a muffin...hehe...is really tasty. Thanks Leng San...and the clocholate sticks and the grapes are from Joee...thanks a lot....

Oh...My lovely dear....always taking photo without a smiling face...haiz...what to do..but really appreaciate he had accompanied me for my last two birthday...Although still owe me a present..He is the unexpected gift to me...haha...

My lovely coursemates and friends....thank you all for helping me, guiding me, accompanied me all along. I feel very lucky to have you all as my coursemates, classmates...We'd shed, shared together....in this three years...Is really fun hanging around with you all. I really appreaciate each of you here. I think I couldn't stop my tears.....

Oh God...time really passes very very fast....in three years time all of us has changed and changing...We become closer...we had been through so much of things....I will really miss the time we chatted until 4 in the morning... Lastly, I will have to say that I miss all of you..

Ching Ming

Every year, on this day (Ching Ming) we will get along together and went to my dad's grave to pay a isit to him. He had left us since I was Form two. I still can remember how he get sick, how he suffer from sickness. Is really hard to get through the tough time. We like a lost after he gone. My family having this problem, that problem seem as the whole world going up and down especially financial problem.

My grandma told us that all of us have to be here because the more people came the luckier of our family. She told us that Ching Ming is like the New Year for those dead people. Therefore, we need to bring all the food that the dead person likes to eat to celebrate with him together. We also bought the paper money, car, shirts to him. After all the praying, then we started to burn all the things to him.

My grandma strightly warn us to remember this day and have to pass this culture to our children. It is like the act of paying respect to our ancestor. From her face, I can feel that she very sad about my uncles and aunty that seldom come back. Is hard, she understand they need to work for their living but in the other way she wants them back to visit her on some special occasion. But what to do.....Haiz.......
However, we manage to get through it.

最近发现越来越不了解自己了~未来的路我该要如何去走？我我该要如何去适应自己一些我并不想适应的东西跟事情。我恨我自己不够坚强，我恨我自己不够努力。。。有时候，我情愿选择不听，不理，也不想知道。。。因为我知道这样会让我更无助，觉得自己更无能。天哪！您可以让我逃离这一切一切吗？你可以说我懦弱，你可以说我逃避，但我真的没有能力，没有力气。我只想去追求我想要的东西。我想，你们一定会说我无情，说我自私。但是，天哪！我。。。。。。我想我真的是这样吧！由你们吧！我真的觉得很不舒服，很不自然。。。我讨厌那时候的自己，我告诉自己。“李燕秀，你在干嘛？你不应该这样的。”但是我始终还是由它了。既然是这样那就让它这样吧！就让它永永远远这样吧！我真的不想再理了！就让我一个人承受吧！我应该能慢慢的习惯的！

你关灯了吗？

为了响应环保，我们家就在昨天八点半正就熄灯。我们全家人就在熄灯后就到家外头去乘乘凉。老天还对我们不错哦~外头还真的很凉爽哦。。。走到外头，出来看看其他家有没有一样响应这个有意义的活动。天哪！我家那排排屋只有五家灭灯~咳~还真的有点失望。

左边这家亮着灯的就是我的邻居了哦，他们都说：“其他人都没关干嘛我要关。” 天哪！地球就因为有这些不负责任的人才会面临着灭亡。

没有爸爸的日子

Macy没有爸比的日子就如天空中那般乌云那样的黑！我的爸比就在今天中午，静悄悄的乘着本姑娘熟睡的时候嘞踏上了回家的路程。当妈咪回来的时候，就轻轻的摇醒了Macy。但是却发现爸比不在了。。。呜呜~~~~(>_<)~~~~ 。。。。Macy不甘心，爸比连一个goodbye kiss都没有给Macy就偷偷的走了。呜呜。。。。。。。爸比。。。。。没有爸比的陪伴，Macy吃饭都吃不下，书也不想读了，差一点hor连凉都不想冲了哦。。。

偷偷摸摸去玩

哈哈。。。大家好，Macy我hor最近有点忙哦所以hor就少了上网玩blogging了哦！为了功课、为了前程，本小姐我就被逼窝在房里闭关哦！hihi...请多多见谅哦。

但是hor爸比跟妈咪就趁本姑娘在忙时就patern开始多多了咯，就偷偷去槟城找珑汕公公玩了咯。气死本姑娘了！这些就是爸比跟妈咪偷偷跑去玩的证据。

看看看.........珑汕带爸比妈咪去极乐寺玩到几开心一下的咯......不止玩而已咯，珑汕公公也带爸比跟妈咪hor去吃槟城几好吃一下的道地美食咯。看起来几爽一下的咯！

这个是Belacan鸡哦！珑汕公公还很强力推荐这道食物的咯！妈咪爸比也很喜欢哦....可惜本小姐没去...几衰一下的咯。呜呜~~~~(>_<)~~~~ 这道是马来人炒的湿粿条哦！妈咪讲hor她吃不厌喔，还去到槟城两次都要吃它....看来很好吃一下咯！
这道嘞就是传说中几好吃一下的鸭蛋炒粿条哦，但是爸比妈咪都讲hor还好咯，麻麻地而已咯！

哈O(∩_∩)O哈！这道就是hor槟城laksa哦！爸比讲hor，这槟城laksa sibeh的好吃哦！但是hor不是每个人都爱吃哦！因为有很重的大葱味哦.... 豆沙饼！！！！这就是槟城土产哦，爸比跟妈咪也买了一些回来给本姑娘哦。几好吃一下的咯。。。值得一吃。

马扁皇室的来电

啊~今天hor，本公主突然就接到了爸比和妈咪从龙山公公家的来电，macy哦，虽然都很有本事，很独立的咯，可是hor爸比和妈咪还是很记挂，很想念着macy的哦！所以哦，美斯公主今天都是几兴奋一下下的lol...听爸比妈咪说hor，龙山公公很尽责，很厉害地领导着他们走完了大半个槟城，虽然也是迷路的少少，但是hor，迷路也迷得几高兴很多下的咯~明早，美斯的父王与母后就要和龙山公公一块儿从大山回来了，macy已在想着迎接他们的节目啦！顺便hor，思智叔叔也觉得一个人呆在家太闲，太无聊了...